mandaplz

Ugh my mother suggested I get back in touch with ‘that guy’
Didn’t want to break it to her that he’s in a relationship now or anything
But yeah :/

wowowow that was an interesting conversation last night. So basically That guy and I basically came to the agreement that we should have gone out senior year. So that’s a thing. Go missed opportunities \o/

Fuckkkk my ex boyfriend invited himself to my New Year’s Eve part because my sister sucks with fb settings.

He wants the V.

Too blunt?

too pretty for guys that like me
not pretty enough for guys I like

and for all of my loyal viewers following my tags, deadmau5 guy and that guy are two completely different people that fucked up my chance of being in a happy relationship in two completely different assholey ways

I feel like I’m at this weird stage in my young adulthood where all I do is hope I can make it work with total jerks.

why the fuck do I still care about you? that I still wish we could have made it work? that I wish I was going to a real fucking college so I could find someone to replace you?

all my strength to not cuss him out

• Question: What happened with you and "that guy"? I'm confused. - Anonymous
• Answer:

  I suppose I should actually answer this. Well we were talking about college and stuff. He just doesn’t want to go into college with a girlfriend. I mean I guess I can’t blame him or whatever, but I’m still kinda peeved. I don’t even know if I have the right to be :|

• Question: 24 27 28 42 - Anonymous
• Answer:

  24: Turn on?
  nice hair, tall, funny,existing, likes me back or something
  27: Fears?
  Butterflies oddly enough. Their faces just scare the crap out of me so I freak out if they get close to landing on me (admittedly I have gotten better with this but it is still there)
  28: Last thing that made you cry?
  being unsure of what my relationship is with that guy because I’m fucking lame
  42: What color underwear are you wearing?
  hot pink